yeeee (can't think of a better title)

I really like where my life's going right now. I can't wait to be my on my own so that I can do all the things that I want to do. I want to do all of the things I enjoy. I want to study languages, read books, drink green tea, make out hardcore with Dii, play World of Warcraft, watch dramas, dance, play piano, try on designer clothes and be able to pay for it and, oh yeah, go to college.

I've been thinking that after UC Davis, I want to intern at a cosmetic research place before going straight to graduate school. On the side, I'd like to work at a make-up store like Sephora or Bare Minerals so I can better familiarize myself with the cosmetic industry. On top of that, I think it'd be helpful to get my cosmetic license so I can learn how to put make-up on people like a pro. Afterwards, I really don't know where I'd go to school. London seems really appealing as opposed to Farleigh Dickinson in New Jersey. I want to plan NOW because I was such an r-tard in high school. I want to be really on top of things when I go to college.

As dorky as it is to mention, my heart was racing and I had a fat smile on my face as I was typing up my college plans. I mean, I know I get fickle about some things (especially what I want to do when I'm older), but maybe this is really it. And unlike the other stuff, I know for sure that I can do it. I've got the brains for the science. That's what I like about the idea, honestly. I can't see myself just putting make-up on people...I want to create it myself. And also...oh my goodness I love skin. I love love love love skin. I want to take care of everyone's skin because skin is the most beautiful organ of the human body. It's your identity. It's what's keeping all of your insides from falling out. It tells a person's life history with its scars and cuts and such. It's everyone's own personal pallet, free to put whatever ink or minerals or crap on it. Skin is...amazing. I want to make people acknowledge and appreciate the skin they're in and help them to take care of it and keep it beautiful. Oh my goodness, I've said "beautiful" too many times already, but that's the adjective that comes to mind when I think about skin.

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Oh my goodness, I'm such a freak. I just had a rant about skin. But hey,I think I've found my passion. Heh.

In conclusion of this useless post, I love life right now and I feel like writing about how I love it. I love where life's taking me, I'm in love in love in love with Dylan, I think I've found something that I'm going to stick to and...yeah. The end. Sorry this post was incredibly unintelligent sounding/annoying. Oh well. Deal.